I have really been thinking about some times lately.
Do you ever wonder what it would be like if you had changed just ONE decision you have made in your life?
How long does it take to forgive someone? I mean sure you can say it and really truely mean it but deep deep down can you forgive? Even if what you think happen he/she says it didnt really happen but you just arent sure... something to think about.
Should you have to bring things up to your S/O over and over? Should they know better and not give into the temptation? Or should you just let it go because its really not that big of a deal? (even if most people say it IS a big deal)
DO kids REALLy have to fight over E V E R Y T H I N G????!!!!! I mean seriously!!
Why is it summer already? My kids have 1 full day and two half days left of school. Im excited to not get up early anymore... well not at 6am anyway. I will be getting up around 8 or so.. much much better.
I really want to be a more Christian family. I mean we believe and we walk by faith but I just wish we could do more. My nephew who is 3 can quote verses I dont even know AND use them in the right content. How awesome is that?! I wish I had taught my kids to be like that. I want them to be like that. To have that kind of relationship with God. I need to work on that.
I really hate that my kids are growing up. Im a preschool kid kind of person... I know nothing about teenagers.. or preteens. Jason is needing the sex talk.....Bekah is needing the period talk and I totally dont want to have either!! I dont even know HOW to start with that. UGH!!
Soooo thats my thoughts for the day.
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I think I know what you mean. I think you can forgive, but I don't think you can ever really truly rebuild that trust...especially when there is really no way to know for sure. The betrayal in your case wasn't necessarily the act of doing something -- it was the putting the doubt in your mind.
They can tell you til they are blue in the face that nothing ever happened, but in all reality, its just words...there is no way they can prove what they are saying...meaning that for the rest of your life, you are going to wonder. I think that is one of the worst betrayals there are.
God wants us to be loving, forgiving people, but He also doesn't want us to be ignorant. I think we are suppossed to forgive those who betray us and then for some, let them walk their separate path, so that we don't get hurt again and for others, have faith in them that they won't let it happen again. You have to decide who gets what...
I wish you didn't have that doubt, I wish...yeah...its all my fault and I am so so sorry. I love you, but you'll never really know how much because of how stupid I was...
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